Friday, October 25, 2013

Weigh in

So idk how to go on the different pages using the app but once I figure it out I'll do it! Down another lb I first started back on track I was 282.2 so that's what I'm using for a starting weight but like I said reality it's more than that since I just had a baby so I'm down 10.8 lbs so another 5 lbs down for me✨

I started 6 weeks ago I just feel like I should have lost more I guess with all the hard work but I know I'm not doing anything wrong... Is it harder to loose weight after you have a baby? 

The more I think about it I guess I really shouldn't complain that's almost 11lbs and it's double digits plus I feel the difference in my body and my mom, my gay friend that lives with us, and my sons other grandma plus a couple of other all have noticed  so I think I've lost inches by working out a lot... I need to buy new running shoes I think but I honestly don't have the money I also need some boots since it's starting to get cold 👎 maybe I could find a good deal at Payless with their bogo 1/2 price sale

Anyways this weekend I'm going away so I'm not going to be tracking my points but I will be making the best choices I'm not going to bring my son he's going to a babysitters house... They are all excited but me on the other hand am not in going to miss him so much that little boy is my heart!!! I feel guilty and like I'm being a bad mom by leaving him😩. I've been starting to realize ever since I had him I second guess myself more often and doubt if I'm good enough for him I know I shouldn't think like that but I can't help it I just want to be the perfect mom for the best boy in the world!! 

Oh by the way I want to brag about him since I haven't yet he has slept through the night since he was born he has been holding his head up since he's been born, he never cries unless he's over tired or hungry, he's usually content loves everyone tries to stand on his own he's so strong the dr said he could be in a bouncer,  and he will be three months on Monday! 

I wanted to end on a positive note last night I did Zumba and I got to say I was pretty proud of myself I thought I looked good while doing it lol

Ok wish me luck right now my plan is to walk in the mornings let's see how it goes it may be too cold 


Thursday, October 24, 2013

My progress this time

So I think the picture in the left I was about 33 weeks pregnant and this other picture is from Sunday at the 5k  so I guess in reality I'm down 31.6 lbs since 7/28/13 

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Guess who's back?!

Hey blogger world  I'm back 😱

So the last time I posted it was right before I went to my cousins wedding in Mexico! Boy was that trip amazing!! But I completely went off track and struggled to get back in the swing of things when I met this guy😭!! I always think how he ruined my life but he didn't! I ended up getting pregnant and now am a proud single mother of a 3 month old baby boy!!! Not only has that changed but so has my job situation I no longer have 2 jobs or any jobs in that matter 😩

So I've been back on track for about 5 weeks and have lost a total of 9.8lbs I've noticed since having a baby it's really hard to lose weight!!! But I also have lost my pregnancy weight before I started back on track so right before I had my son I was 303 now I'm 272.4 before I got pregnant I weighed 281... But now I'm ready to pick up the pieces and move on as a 26 year old mom!!

I just wanted to share with you guys I did my first breast cancer awareness 5k and I brought my son with me we had a great time I'm really starting to like walking but for some reason whenever I hit 40 minutes on the treadmill I always get blisters and it's only the treadmill that does this to me!! Ugh idk what it is!

So I'm back and now don't only have myself I'm doing this for I have my son!