Saturday, November 2, 2013

Rhode Island trip

Hey guys I have been doing pretty good this weekend except until late last night becAuse we went to the bar which is fine but after I was hungry and the only thing to eat was eggplant parm and linguini being the carbaholic I am I had to have it lol and of course eat all of it but I'm proud of myself yesterday morning I went for like an hour walk on the beach a are pretty healthy Friday and Saturday until we came back to the beach house it's beautiful here this time of year 

Those pictures are from my walk on the beach I went on the walk with my meatballs mom lol while my mom and her stayed in probably will go again today 

Yesterday we went to a craft fair I wanted indulge in some treats but I was good because I was looking at hats for the baby he has such a small head it's like impossible finding winter hats for him lol 

We also went to a wine tasting yes I did taste the wines but I figured its low in points so im good! It was a lot of fun none of us have ever went to something like that before so we got to experience if together!

Last night and the night before we did karaoke which the people last night were horrible and the night before they were great! Lol we got up there (we as in my mom my meatball and me) to sing Benny and the jets I was laughing so hard I was only able to sing the chorus lol it was a great ab workout!! There was a man there that was like hugh Hefner lol and some creepy old man goes to me ohh so you finally hit 21 huh and I was like no I'm 26 and he goes I know.... Ummmm what the heck??? Lol there weren't any good looking guys there and I really just didn't care lol just some creeps! Lol there was also this one lady who was completely wasted it was disgusting!!! 

So that was my day I think yesterday we were talking about going to mystic aquarium and the outlets today so that will be my day I'll probably go on another walk in a little bit because it's so beautiful but I'm just super tired right now and I think ill do some squats in here and something else to interval with that's not too loud prob leg lifts and sit ups and the plank yeah that sounds good 

Oh and btw I found a better before and where I am currently picture this picture I took just a month after I gave birth or three weeks  but you can still see a difference especially in my stomach area and I know I already lost some weight there and saw the difference in my clothes... I'm just looking at the progress day by day and not thinking of it as an option I'm thinking of it as my way of life I enjoy going to the gym I feel so good afterwards and need that me time to just release everything!

Ok guys I'll let you know how my day went ✌️

Halloween week

Unfortunately my week flew by and I only went to the gym once 😩 but I went low all week because Sunday I didn't do so good we had pizza and when we got it it was right in between lunch and dinner and I blew it but it's ok I made up for it and lost 2.2 which makes my total loss 13lbs and I'm in the 260s!!! Alsoeand I lost 50lbs since I had my boo boo

So Thursday was Halloween and I dressed my son up as a giraffe he had to be the cutest little thing I have ever seen in my life!!! We had a great busy day I brought him with his cousin (who's 2) aunt father and grandma to the mall for trick or treating lol his cousin dressed up as a dr and was adorable!!! Everybody thought my son was a teddy bear 

I also got to meet my sons baby cousin that was born while I was away he is sooo cute he looks like a real doll like seriously adorable!!! Now we are just waiting for his girl cousin to come which should come within this week!!! So excited 

I'm just so confused on what to do about the whole father situation with my son he always comes around after not wanting anything to do with him and he all of a sudden loves him and wants to take care of him it just doesn't make sense 

So anyways my plan today is gym with my new sneakers I bought this week lol I'm so excited they are bright green and bright pink!!  I got them in sale for 40 including tax I had a 25 gift certificate and my gay friend that lives with me he owed me ten so I used that and all I had to pay was 5 dollars!!! So after that I want to go get my nails done then on going to a costume party later tonight I'm going to be a leopard which is what I was last year but oh well I didn't really go out last year lol 

It's also weird to think that this time lady year I was starting the beginning of my pregnancy.. I knew I was pregnant right away but was on denial until around thanksgiving I had all the symptoms but didn't take a test until the week after thanksgiving and I was terrified and didn't know where to begin then as time went by and I googled everything plus had pregnancy apps on my phone it was much easier and I became a pro 

So that's about it I'm probably just go low during the day so I can have a drink of two at the party and be ok. 

💋Carbaholic mama 

Friday, October 25, 2013

Weigh in

So idk how to go on the different pages using the app but once I figure it out I'll do it! Down another lb I first started back on track I was 282.2 so that's what I'm using for a starting weight but like I said reality it's more than that since I just had a baby so I'm down 10.8 lbs so another 5 lbs down for me✨

I started 6 weeks ago I just feel like I should have lost more I guess with all the hard work but I know I'm not doing anything wrong... Is it harder to loose weight after you have a baby? 

The more I think about it I guess I really shouldn't complain that's almost 11lbs and it's double digits plus I feel the difference in my body and my mom, my gay friend that lives with us, and my sons other grandma plus a couple of other all have noticed  so I think I've lost inches by working out a lot... I need to buy new running shoes I think but I honestly don't have the money I also need some boots since it's starting to get cold 👎 maybe I could find a good deal at Payless with their bogo 1/2 price sale

Anyways this weekend I'm going away so I'm not going to be tracking my points but I will be making the best choices I'm not going to bring my son he's going to a babysitters house... They are all excited but me on the other hand am not in going to miss him so much that little boy is my heart!!! I feel guilty and like I'm being a bad mom by leaving him😩. I've been starting to realize ever since I had him I second guess myself more often and doubt if I'm good enough for him I know I shouldn't think like that but I can't help it I just want to be the perfect mom for the best boy in the world!! 

Oh by the way I want to brag about him since I haven't yet he has slept through the night since he was born he has been holding his head up since he's been born, he never cries unless he's over tired or hungry, he's usually content loves everyone tries to stand on his own he's so strong the dr said he could be in a bouncer,  and he will be three months on Monday! 

I wanted to end on a positive note last night I did Zumba and I got to say I was pretty proud of myself I thought I looked good while doing it lol

Ok wish me luck right now my plan is to walk in the mornings let's see how it goes it may be too cold 


Thursday, October 24, 2013

My progress this time

So I think the picture in the left I was about 33 weeks pregnant and this other picture is from Sunday at the 5k  so I guess in reality I'm down 31.6 lbs since 7/28/13 

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Guess who's back?!

Hey blogger world  I'm back 😱

So the last time I posted it was right before I went to my cousins wedding in Mexico! Boy was that trip amazing!! But I completely went off track and struggled to get back in the swing of things when I met this guy😭!! I always think how he ruined my life but he didn't! I ended up getting pregnant and now am a proud single mother of a 3 month old baby boy!!! Not only has that changed but so has my job situation I no longer have 2 jobs or any jobs in that matter 😩

So I've been back on track for about 5 weeks and have lost a total of 9.8lbs I've noticed since having a baby it's really hard to lose weight!!! But I also have lost my pregnancy weight before I started back on track so right before I had my son I was 303 now I'm 272.4 before I got pregnant I weighed 281... But now I'm ready to pick up the pieces and move on as a 26 year old mom!!

I just wanted to share with you guys I did my first breast cancer awareness 5k and I brought my son with me we had a great time I'm really starting to like walking but for some reason whenever I hit 40 minutes on the treadmill I always get blisters and it's only the treadmill that does this to me!! Ugh idk what it is!

So I'm back and now don't only have myself I'm doing this for I have my son!