Food is my Drug!!!

Another day on program down!!!

Saw another one of my friends today at the gym... she was taking the same zumba class as my friend and i were .... i was actually excited to see her there lol!!!! I had another good night in zumba :) too

Every time i go on a diet i try to be like the biggest looser and figure out what my deep rooted reason is for being so overweight so i can tackle it... but i never can figure it out!!!! Ive been through alot in my life but i really dont think thats it!!!! I dont think any of it caused me to gain weight... its just my pure enjoyment of food! I am not pickkyyy, for the most part, when it comes to food... i am picky about everything else though in my life about myself... meaning i am very picky about clothes, guys, and desicions i make!! But i am a very easy going person always down to go anywhere and do anything at least one time in my life...

I just think food is my drug and i need to learn to modify the use of it just like i enjoy drinking but i dont over endulge in it.... i just need to portion it properly and think of the future effects of me eating a half of a large pizza and ramen noodles every day...

Well im balancing my social life a little better i am about to go to a bar for some funny karoake moments with my friends!!! I am a terrible singer lolol!!!! Im not going to drink anymore than 1 drink.... if that!!! and it would be a cherry vodka with diet coke- about 4 points!!!


Cheers,
Carbaholic Girlie